Gail does actually want to sit down and does so. Well, technically he's laying down because horse body but who cares. He's quiet and thinking about Garrot's words. It's true that he's a doctor... He wouldn't tell anyone... He probably would know better than him what to do in his situation... And honestly, maybe telling someone would make it better? He didn't know but he needed to tell someone. Might as well be someone with maybe capabilities of help. Right?
"I'm..." He started, before hesitating. He took a deep breath and tries again. "I'm. Doing better. Maybe. It's, very hard. Not, not drinking I mean. I've been dry for a week? Uh, ever since I found out about the Knight thing. But it's really hard and I have the temptation to take the bottle everyday but I don't want to do that. This is the one chance I have to get clean and I can't screw it up. I'm just... I'm just afraid I'm not strong enough..." Yeah okay you can see this is something that has been in his mind for a long time now.
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"I'm..." He started, before hesitating. He took a deep breath and tries again. "I'm. Doing better. Maybe. It's, very hard. Not, not drinking I mean. I've been dry for a week? Uh, ever since I found out about the Knight thing. But it's really hard and I have the temptation to take the bottle everyday but I don't want to do that. This is the one chance I have to get clean and I can't screw it up. I'm just... I'm just afraid I'm not strong enough..." Yeah okay you can see this is something that has been in his mind for a long time now.