"I... I take deep breaths, I focus on my breathing or I imagine I'm somewhere relaxing instead of dealing with my thoughts." Garrot gains some confidence as he lists those things out. He knows what he does, he knows it helps. At least he seems a bit less broken down?

"I get to focus on what's important, but- but-" He swallows his anxiety, but it still makes his demeanor start to fray at the edges again. All of a sudden, Garrot goes tense, and he seems like he's holding back something dark. "Surviving, killing the Wizard is the most important thing I can do right now. For everyone, for me. I want revenge."

Garrot sighs, though it's closer to a long, deep, centering breath. What he needs to do, what he wants to do, and how long he has to wait are so intimately entwined that his brain might even be giving him some tunnel vision. Just a little. At least he's aware enough to hate it.